I can't wait forgever

I can't wait forever.
I won't even for you.
You think I'm sorry now,
You haven't seen me cry.
But I only let you hear my laugh
And hope you see the glisten in my eye
As only a twinkle of amusement.
I'm kicking up my heels.
I'm moving on.
I can't say I'm finding inner peace
Or even momentary happiness.
But I can say,
While in your gaze
My eyes will always be dry
You'll never see me cry.
I'm tired of waiting.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm sick of the suspense
I'm taking control,
I'm rising to action.
I'm going to smile,
I'm going to laugh
For some other guy's attention.
And I hope you see
What was offered to you,
Really was worth having
After all.